today is my grandmother's
1 year anniversary
we went to visit her
the Buddhist believe that her spirit is still on earth
so we brought food for her
and have to pau bei
to see if she full le mah
both up no good
both down also no good
only one up one down
then good, she is then full
and we can go
so ya!!
then they pray to their lord
and i pray to god!!

god please .
keep grandma in your hands
and protect her from any harm
keep her in your eyes oh lord
let her live in peace
with u forever
Amen

then they went to burn the hell money
and took the joss stick
and everything was passing so slowly
whenever the clock ticks
my memories of her
comes back with happiness and sadness
the times we spent together
playing with yoyo and zai zai!
finding for u,always play missing
letting us going crazy finding u,
when u were in the kopi shoppe eating
chatting with aunty and uncles
sadness is
that having to see u suffer in pain
in the hospital
always wanting to go home
even told a lie saying that doctor has allow u
to be discharge already
but when u noe very clearly that ur conditions are very critical
water in windpipe
lots and lots of illness
now that she has left us
no longer with us anymore
but i noe she will always be in my heart forever
grandma i love you...................................
in memory of my grandma