Today
I am super sad and angry
Super upset, super disappointed
I don’t noe wat to say
To say or not to say??
Say le SHE WILL ANGRY
Don’t say I will be going to be bloated with this matter
I don’t feel good already

Why do you have this thinking??
Why you never think for others when u says such hurting words
Why u never consider peoples feelings??
Only thinking abt yourself??
I will never think that I will really get backstabbed
Who are you to scold others and never think that it Ur fault too???
Scold people already then u shiok
Then go around laughing
U feeling happy after wat u have said
But make other people how??
Angry, sad, feeling are being hurt, thinking
Why you this fren so nan to get along??
Wat is going wrong??
Make people’s mood so down
While u laughing away with the others
I have been reflecting on myself
I don’t noe will you anot!?
I have been thinking
What I have done to make you feel like this

Ok I admit I am close to her but u must noe that
How I noe her fren
I noe her fren before I noe her
I noe afew of her frens from sch, NPCC
Or others like ex-classmates
Then when I went into ite
After talking to her
Reading the blog
I notice that she is from their sch
And then talk to her abt it
And found out that I and her have allot of common thing
Like hobby,fav,taste,food.sense.topic,and frens
We have the same thinking at times
So I can get along better with her
I can trust her
She don’t stabbed peoples back
She can keep things to herself
She keeps calm
She doesn’t ask people to hate others
She doesn’t demand for something
She doesn’t have mood swing
she noes when to shut up and when to talk
She doesn’t get angry easily
She is not scary

To say I am scared of you
I am fine when u is
But u always look like u are always about to explode
That is all

U says we never treat you as fren
But still to think
That yesterday we still special took time out
To plan your birthday
We go buy cake
To go buy you your birthday present
When I was sooo busy didn’t even have time to do my things
Still go buy for you
Then she got no money also say buy for her a nicer present
Still say went to make a handmade card for you
A really special one
Thought of giving you a very nice and happy birthday
Since you told me before that u didn’t have a nice one
And now only after 12hours from the present u said like this
You tell us how not to be sooo sad??
Was totally heartbreaking can!!!
Me and her now got no mood at allll!!